Reason, Season or a Lifetime...

People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME.
When you know which one it is, You will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you though difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
This person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, It is real. Only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
Things you might build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
Love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank You for being a part of my life..
Whether you were a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME.

"All clear!"

"Shock delivered... paused... begin CPR now"

*does the compressions*

assessor: 2 mins is up

(what!??! I only done it for 17 seconds!! omg omg what do I do next?!?!)

It went well... I was calm-ish... felt a lot more comfortable then the last prac exam I had.. I zoned out in the end... which was bad cos she was saying out the results for the VSS... need to pay more attention to the detail... but I still passed *phew*

hmm... when I arrived there around 1pm... (test was at 1:20pm) I had a mental blank >.< I went in the equipment checking room and saw other people there and I was like...."....... I know nothing" and I had 5 mins to prepare.. the assessors weren't back yet cos they were still having lunch so I spent the time skim reading the criteria and making sure I got everything in the bags.

1:20pm past but the assessor still didn't come.... then 1:25.... then 1:30pm.... the other ppl that also have the exam the same time as me already started... in different rooms...and I was still sitting on the floor with my gloves.. waiting....

"Hong?" Her head popped out the wall panel (that wall panel is also the 'door' i don't know why but it is...)
that's me..
"you nervous?"
very *getting the 2 peices of equipment*
"I can give you more time.. though.. i already gave you 5 mins.."
It's alrite... get it done and over with *pulls the defib off the table*

..... omg they're so heavy!! and i was carrying my uni books too.. that wasn't smart....

It was pretty much what we practised on. A cardiac arrest man who collapsed in the shower... with the water still running... and his dog is sitting beside him. His friend was there and the arrest happened 10 mins ago...

ok I did DRABC then i went on to defib.. and then she was like
"you forgot one thing"
.....a long time ago or just now?
"just now"
..... D-R-A-B-C......what did i forget??
"haemorrage"
OMG!!!!!!
"don't worry... everyone forgot that..."
i'm checking the patient for bleeding~ is there any bleeding?

I can undertstand why ppl can forget H so easily XD

now that I passed i had to take the equipment back....... and the wall panel was closed.... (it was just rotated) so i just tried to open it and rotate it back... but my hands were full. I thought I had an opening so I pushed my way in but then the wall panel rotated back and went bang in my face
=.= it was witnessed too........ -.-""""

after that i stayed around... no idea why lol.. saw a friend and we were like.. chatting... then the ppl that had the exam soon were like... panicking and asking me questions @.@ I managed to sneak away tho and drove home XD

Unable to sleep

I'm sick... and i was supposed to be in bed hours ago...

But I can't sleep... I don't feel sleepy... and it's not the first time I don't feel sleepy when it comes to bedtime...

Recently I'm unable to sleep. Every time I go to bed now.. it takes me 2-3 hours to knock back to sleep. Normally takes me around half an hour...and then in the morning, I don't feel like waking up and getting out of bed....

I got no idea what's disturbing me... but i need to sleep when i want to.. and I'm sick also >.< so i should be more sleepy..

But I'm not @.@ ended up baking at midnight.. which turned out FAIL cos someone left a page out the book lol!! so much for making custard puffs.. but oh well.. I'll try again next time.

So 2:30am... i should be tired... but I'm not o.0!!

why doesn't my body want to sleep?!?!

well I did get some weird dreams recently.... but they should bother me... I got that all sorted i think... they weren't scary or anything.

sigh.... I'm going to see the doctor about my cold/flu...i might ask for sleeping pills.. tho i could get them at coles lol hmm. hopefully the doctors are good here... I only trust one doctor but he's too far away... and i want to be well enough before exams... and these exams are hard cos they aren't pracs...

Oh i did pass my last prac exam yesterday~ I'll post more next time. right now I'm going to force myself into bed... maybe? i don't feel sleepy at all....