Tuesday, February 17, 2009

When tears start to swell

No.... I'm not....crying............my eyes hate the weather!!! That's all!!

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Meh... I can hold back tears easily~

So.... I got....today....Wednesday, Thursday and Friday to get ready....

I wanna spend more time with my friends tho...

Let's see....

Wednesday....going to inspect the unit again and pay my month bond and get my key...
Thursday... Orientation day... I'm not in the mood to listen to the opening speech....
Friday... erm... I dunno what I'm doing on that day... I forgot... >.< finalise packing was one of them....
Saturday... start moving stuff over to the new place...and spend my last night at home...
Sunday... spending my first day in St Albans...unpacking....and getting ready for uni the next day....must...buy....food.... x.x

I wanted to spend more time with my friends....

Oh yeah and once I move in to my new house, I won't have internet...so this may be my last or second last blog for a while....It would be nice to like...write about my first day of settling in but like....no net.... T.T So I'll probably use the pen and paper and scan...and upload it when i get back home. Or in uni.... once I find their computer lab...

I'm like....feeling homesick already....just thinking about it... If I did end up going to NSW, then i would've left a few days ago...since their orientation was today... but it's a good thing I didn't cos i would've been really REALLY homesick and emo x.x

So yeah.... I'm gonna miss everyone...

My nephew will miss me...he keeps asking me questions.. "Why am I moving to a new house?", "Why do you have to go so far away?", "Why can't you stay for my birthday?" (which... I will anyway..), "When are you going to watch me play tennis?"

Yeah... it was my last time I get to watch him play tennis for a long time.

4 comments:

  1. It'll be hard for a bit but ganbatte~ it's not really a goodbye happening here. We'll see you again, so will your other friends, and so will your family. :) Life's all about adjusting and adapting, and Les is stronger then most people I know so I know you'll do well at your new home and at VIC Uni. Good luck, girl~ ^^

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  2. *Hugs Lesley* Celine is right. You are indeed an incredibly strong (and kind =D) person, amongst the strongest I know. That said, we are of course always there if you need us, Lesley. Promise me you'll remember that. Also, crafty of you to "forget" MHS on Friday xD. We would all LOVE to have you there when we perform, as well as for ichipan afterwards, so at least consider it, please? You want to spend time with friends, and we likewise want to spend some more time with Lesley before uni schedules make it difficult...*Hugs again*

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  3. i guess its an inevitable step each person must take in life (except a hikikimori) to move out of home. Lesley ur doing it later than some but sooner than most. All i can say is u've coped with so much, im sure you'll be able to take this all in ur stride. ull also make more friends at ur new uni and be better off for the whole experienceand. u no everyone from the anime club will be there for u in the future...even if we cant see u as often. You'll be right mate. Good luck!

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