Eehhhh??? *half asleep look*

Meh…

Possibly a blog of all random stuff??

Hmm…. First thing first….
Now most of you people know what happened after I posted that last blog about that NSW uni offer. That day after sending that blog to the cyber world I eventually told my mum while we went out for lunch. Seeing the men going for poker and watching the lil men play games in front of us, I carefully chose my words and said to mum,

“I received more uni offers today… and I chucked them in the bin”

Mum: “….you’re going to stay in vic uni right?!?!! We just made the deposit!!!”

“yeah I am…I’m just telling you…. Other universities wanted me too…. I even got on into a uni in NSW”

Eh….it was a long convo….. I did tell her that I’ll stay here. Saying it’s too much effort going to NSW.

And that deposit for that unit in Sunshine??? We got it back last week… someone outbidded us.

So back to searching for more units… went there recently to inspect 3 units. One of them….was interesting…. We intended to inspect the one next door and my bro was standing in front of the “auction” sign. I see dialing the number on his mobile….

“err….it’s on a auction…..” and that’s when I realised that the date was that auction was 3 months ago.

Bro: “I know but look at the date. It means it’s been passed on.”

*slowly nods* it was a hot day and I went back to the nearest shade.

We found the ad for that unit that night… the pics were really nice. But when we went to inspect it the next day….no wonder it’s been passed on…. Did that agent play with photoshop??? Yes it’s been renovated but…. Compared to the other renovated units….it still needs work…..

So far about finding a place….haven’t heard anything so far…

*slowly nods*……..

*sigh*

Work is being a pain with those shifts…. I’m off the roster for the 3rd time…

So I’m just…bumming around….lost in my thoughts.

Hmm I did read a book :D I’m been wanting to buy it for a long long time.

It’s called “For One More Day” by Mitch Albom.

Lol…I bought it and I finished reading it that night XD

It’s pretty much about a man, who wanted to commit suicide. So before ending his life, he went back to his hometown and saw his mother, who was already dead… and he was experiencing one more day with his mother. So it’s kinda like… if you were given an opportunity to spend one more day with someone you lost, how will you spend it? It’s a touching story and it’s partially true.

And I wonder why it took me soo long to pick up that book…. Probably procrastination and all… I dunno… I just felt like I was ready to read it then….

Hmm….

It seems I’ve been questioned lately… but mainly I’ve been asking questions to myself really…. I still have body image issues…eating and not eating doesn’t help at all XD but but but…I <3 food

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not like i'm gonna die of malnutrition..... i'm eating less cos its summer xD

So today I applied to other jobs… one to my friends work at Spotlight. Other to my friends work at Telstra….and the other to PetStock…(they want ppl to work on Saturday and Sunday) and I looked back at my hours and realised I’m not underpaid at all… o.o…. just that pay rates are set differently.

But yeah….questions….another thing I asked myself was how I would spend one more day with my sister. Which I found after that… is quite…..awkward….. >.<

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Recently my fellow manifest friend went to me about relationships and stuff. Not that I know much about but I seen a lot of my friends that suffered the same fate too… in the end…I kinda made her head clear… *looks up*

And the a few days later she asked me again. Except in a more….shall I say….freaky? way? (or should I just confess and says she’s bluffing)

And now my memory fails…. *goes on chat log and copies and paste*




Her: yay for friends
Her: =]
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: ^.^
Her: anyway can i ask....
Her: you've had boyfriends before right?
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: never
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: was that the only question?
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: but i can try and help you
Her: lolz...
Her: so....
Her: u've never been kissed before?
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: nope
Her: and how can u not have a bf?
Her: you're pretty
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: lol aww
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: cos i grew up in a girls school XD
Her: oh!!!!
Her: lolz
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: and i guess i'm too innocent to have one XD
Her: nvm that explains a lot
Her: thats good
Her: =]
Her: stay innocent
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: lol
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: yeah
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: yep. 6 years without boys XP
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: and then in uni.... o.o
Her: lol
Her: what happened in uni?
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: well me and my friends were like... "its so weird being with boys!!"
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: XD
Her: lolz
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: and now i feel short T.T
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: cos at my girl school i was one of the tall ppl
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: and then the boys are taller than me
Her: lolz
Her: that's how its supposed to be?
Łέѕιєφ 洁媚康: thats tru XP


…..*cough*bluff *cough*

And another incident that happened today… but a different person. I dunno… I think he told me he was on a high? It was a bit confusing….. but I was feeling a bit down then so meh. So I’ve been questioned again?!?!?! “more than just friends” theory I guess…. I was like….”no…..” and the next thing… I’m a big lair?!?! o.0

T.T that’s not tru at all~~~~ T.T (meh…his high went down…)

And then I had another question?!?!?!?!

But….. after I gave my answer, he stopped ^.^ yay~~

Gee wth… what is it? Am I that mysterious??? o.0

I’m not drifting all alone in a boat~~~~ T.T my high school friends are in it too~~~ T.T

*goes seek HS friends for comfort*